A new year begins..... 2010!

And welcome to the fresh start of a new year. Does it really feel like anything new? Nope nope.. I still feel the same (sleepy). So, a new year comes with new year resolutions... I haven't decided upon mine yet but I bet it will just be to study more hahahaa (yes I am betting on my own decisions, I'm retarded).

2009 was a hectic year, yes yes yes yes it was.

Year at YJC -- I'm admitting that going to a JC really made me sit down and study like nobody's buisness. My studying in the past years at schools in NY were a joke compared to this -.- I pulled a record amount of days sleeping at the crack of dawn due to schoolwork this year (however, no all-nighters-- I developed a very strong affinity with sleep). I hope it's worth it in the end.

Friends -- I've met some wonderful people this year.

• Friend #1 - To make it simple, you are very dear to me. You are kind and caring in a very sincere way that is very hard to find in people and I'm so lucky to have met you, really. Even with your fiery temper and attitude that gets you into trouble sometimes and also scares me a bit, I'll always defend you no matter what. You have a rich and strong personality in that you are always true in everything you do (I don't really know how to explain properly but this is definitely your best trait). I consider you as one of my closest friends even if we don't talk as much. For this year, I sincerely hope that we can talk and connect more.
• Friend #2 - Thank you for being someone that confides and believes in me, really. You make me feel like a better person, one that I know for sure I am not most of the time. Even though at times I found you annoying, irritating, immature, insensitive, thoughtless, I still believe you have a true, strong and loyal personality and for that I'm fortunate to know you. I know that through all, I can talk to you about any problems I have and count on your listening ear. You've been through hell this year and back and you really are looking much better now. Wish you all the best for this coming year :)
  
• Friend #3 - You are one of the hardest working people I've ever met and you simply inspire me. You are definitely smart, thoughtful, and a kind person and don't let anyone tell you differently because they're wrong. I'm honestly very happy that you are one of the few people that I can talk to about anything because it's hard for me to find that and reach that level of friendship, so thank you for being so easy- if that's the right word haha- and taking the initiative. I love you now and in the future I just want you to not worry so much please. You really scare me sometimes because of the stuff you think about. In my eyes, there is still room for you to mature into a stronger person. But don't take that the wrong way because it does not take away any bit from what your personality is like now. I sincerely wish for the best for you this year!

Okay that really took me forever to write. Please don't take anything the wrong way!

Family -- Mom, my time spent in Singapore opened my eyes to what a spoiled bratty kid I've been back when I was still living with you. However, I still standby my point that you nag too much. I do miss you a lot, and I don't call almost everyday because I'm "sian" but because I want to talk to you. The roles have reversed and now you're the one who hangs up the phone after a short while (thanks ah). Take care of yourself and don't die okay? Because you're all I have left =)

Love -- No crushes, how is that? But I do want to like someone :(

Okay, I can't think of anything now and I'm very tired lol. I'll be going, bye ^_^
But a toast to the new year, hope it's better than the last.