SCHOOL TRIP

It's official! I'm going to SHANGHAIIII!!! Omg I am so excited but I can't help but be disheartened by the fact that the trip costs a lot :( My poor grandfather!! Converted to ringgit it's like super lot :( That's like 1000 plates of chicken rice in msia LOL. damnit -.- I hope he doesn't hate me after this :(

It's only because I can't get the subsidy since I'm not a Singaporean grrrrr :( First Pre-U sem, now this! I swear after A levels I'm going to the ICA and beg them to let me be a PR lol... hopefully :D I really can't see myself living in Msia in the future tho.. I still need to learn Malay! :( wait before that let me learn proper Chinese first -.-

Hope!!

Hope I can go to Shanghai! The EXPO really looks exciting! I want to visit the UK pavillion! the porcupine looking one haha! and the Japanese one too.. it's a silkworm and it's PINK! Omg!!!!!!!! I'm going to be really depressed if I can't go! Going to start saving money so I can buy stuff there! But I heard the food's really expensive, I hope not :( or else I'll buy the ramen from the Jap place hehehe. It'd be really funny if my grandfather decides to come along :D

don't say you'll see me

i always feel like blogging down stuff but in the end give in to my overpowering laziness.

my concentration for doing homework has been abysmal for the past few days to the extent that i really feel like slapping myself. but what's the point because i'm still not doing my work!

ok i'll stop listening to the little demon called procrastination and do my work alr ;(

edit-- haha i have to pen (figuratively >.>) this funny incident down though. during my stay in msia, my grandparents and i went to eat dinner at a nice japanese restaurant. we were talking and i think i kept saying "no lahh" and i got the shock of my life when my grandfather scolded me for saying "lah"! but then i realized that his grim expression was his indeed successful attempt to conceal his joke HAHA. he was like "we malaysians don't use lah okay. it's uncouth and not pleasant to the ear. those singaporeans ah... only they use ok, so don't say that anymore" HAHAHA love him seriously :) i'll try to stop though but i predict it will be a lost cause ^^

I wish..

that I could've stayed longer with my grandparents in Msia :( I miss them a lot already!! One of their old friends was staying at the house for a while and I taught her how to use her new laptop over the weekend haha! Especially the webcam feature... so I got to webcam her today (she's still staying there) and talked to my grandmother too. and I tried to talk to my grandfather but he was too busy on his computer listening to some dead female chinese singer grr what's her name.. ten li ching! I'm so sad! He rejected me hahahahahaha!

Anyways it's a pity they had to do the ceremonial stuff on Sunday or else I'd have an extra day to spend with them... I'm licking my wounds over the fact that I didn't get to eat my grandmother's cooking when I was there... because she had to prepare for the qing ming whatever it's called.. I want to cry already just thinking about the long hiatus that awaits before I get to see them again... :(

gosh school sucks... but at the same time I do like it... -.- love-hate relationship